It's 3.16am.. Despite gettin into dreamland... i jux wana type sth down.. my last day of slave-for-projects is S-P-O-I-L-T.. all thanx to vaniez. i'm so gona hate Her for this day cos i will nv forget how much unhappiness n disappointment shot me right to the ground. it shld be the happiest day of my two and half yrs in skool.. yet it become the most unforgivable sin in my life.. i dun usually reflects myself like tis.. but i jux cant take it.
-u shld noe how long it takes to do ur personal stuffs if this is not the first time. (my fault to plan an outing; u have a choice whether to come anot if u had plans)
-a promise made, accomplish it. (thanx for appearing, cos u might break a promise u made; no hesitation to come becos u promise terms for the other to come, well not my business, but i dun like left-outs the veri last sec tot)
-pay a price (yes, i'm not willing to pay ur share, not dat i dun haf money, but u shld learn to face the consequences for being late)
-i might have privileges but i can choose not to share; so wat if it's free.. do lucky star always come ur way? (alrite, i shall keep things to myself, till i noe who to say n who to ask)
-do i look like one who purposely bring less cash and no cards in my pocket? So $50 wasn't enuf?? (oh.. i shld have predicted i got to spend cabfare alone jux to ensure that i dun delay ppl's arrival, and bring my card along for unforeseen circumstances)
i dun noe, i may be wrong. i may haf lost a few more friens, i may haf made a couple of enemies.. i may face confrontations.. But plz dun tok to me abt this.. cos this is ME.. yes i m petty over such trival matters.. if u noe me well enuf, u shld noe wat u spk might hurt me.. i admit i m sensitive.. not becos i wan to.. but jux put urself in my shoes n tink.. if u tink u wun be upset over it.. is becos u yet to get such sarcasm.
